Complicated.

The feeling when you're so confuse. When you think you're inlove, when you mistook friendship for love, when you're determine to leave but didn't,when he takes you as his second choice,when we dont talk because of her,when we say "i love you"s but he's the only one who dont mean it,when you believe craps he says,when he dont give a damn about how much you think about him, when i act like i dont give a damn too but its killing me. It all hurts but , iknowitsweirdbutilikeit. Its all weird. Complicated.

Betrayers sucks.

Fuck betrayers, backstabbers and pathetic cowards! Okay? Seriously. I stand by your side, hear your craps, done the worst thing ever and literally never left you alone. And what do i get for reward? Your fucking fucktard atttiude! Okay? Your stupid attitude. You don't have the rights to judge me. I really hate arguing with people i care,well, now its once cared. When i share my craps to you, like what friends do to share their horrible moments. You complain. YOU. FUCKING. COMPLAINED. I follow you around after school and you ditched me in the end. You know what? I really dont care anymore after i post this. I bet others would be a better friend than you. I rather have you being my enemy than having you weakening me.

I don't know why but he's not even mine but I'm possessive about him. Trololol. I just seem to forget whut he did and go back to our normal flirting with each other. We seem like couples but we're not. I get really fucking mad when girls flirts with him and he don't even know. Lol. Whenever he did the smallest cutest thing, i find it the best. Sobs. We're not talking anymore, I'm happy and sad. Idk. Weird right.. Riiight. Miss him so much. Riiiiiight.

When the story which is not completed and you're addicted to is not being updated for a short time but seem like forever to you.